I’m at a point where I want to leave. Drop everything and just disappear. My life feels like it’s spiraling out of control. Work and home feel like hell.
My home relationships. Kids and my significant other are pretty much gone. I am over touched by the kids and not touched enough by my significant other. Funny how that works.
I know my depression is creeping up. You know how bad it is when I get home from work and want to just crawl into bed.
We can’t find a new home, my work doesn’t pay enough, and nothing is working out. I keep thinking “Well if I leave this Earth at least my kids are set with my life insurance policy…”
I’m not going to do anything though because I know these kids wouldn’t survive with out me.
Until next time.
Queen
The Queen Of Pixelss 